When Everything falls apart , 
the sound of splash  which it makes 
wakes you up for the wrong deed you did in the past . 
Everything  scatters on the floor 
like the blood after murder of your soul .
Even the silence of your own will scare you to death . 
However,  you will be struggling  to count on yourself .
 You'll still be  chasing your breath to breath for your life . 
And you start to  realize  you stab yourself  a blunt knife  ,
thats making the pain even worse .
There you hear the bell ringing your name , 
you open the door and find some men .
But they're  not your friends .
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